new hat + back to manhattan!
time for swim practice ~~~
Also leg appreciation
sweat therapy sesh
I was upset BUT THEN I REMEMBERED I AM A BAD BOSS BITCH
my first ever 200 fly!! (the one I was freaking out about on monday)
I ended up getting third place and staying pretty close to my veteran teammate who is a junior… the team we swam was DII ( we are only DIII) and ridiculously good.
considering I haven’t been practicing fly because of my shoulder injury, I am happy with my performance!
can’t wait to improve :)
- waking up at a reasonable hour tomorrow instead of wallowing in bed
- eating healthfully
- going to practice (ALL THE TIME)
- being with my teammates
- focusing on myself
- trying not to care so much
- realizing it’s okay to be alone
- treating my family nicely
- not being so hard on myself
- not comparing myself to others
- taking deep breaths
happy turkey day my loves
outfit for tonight? what do you think? HELP
yay for my sweater dress yay for being home
in the biggest meet of the season
when I haven’t even swum 4 consecutive laps of fly in months
BECAUSE I INJURED MY SHOULDER
boyfriend is seeing me swim for the first time ever
and it’s the 200 FUCKING FLY
& i’m just like
"Speak what you think now in hard words, and to-morrow speak what to-morrow thinks in hard words again, though it contradict every thing you said to-day "
Inspiration in the bathroom stall
New sky ferreira album, coffee, and poetry hw :)